Pile.

I was meant of blog about Leaving my shirt at Melliwelli’s home and having to wear the Leotard for Night training, Glitter and Balloon Pumps, how OM makes you high, dictionaries, feeling mediocre, Praise God for the Nose and Throat is better!, I swear paint fumes has adverse effects on brains (now you know why OMers are always weird), staring at Kaiyun’s stitches when she changes her dressing, smiling and feeling more motivated to work towards IB (grave digging I do know), Macbooks, Tissues and curses, pain and strengthening, nice names and scary smart people, high achievers, seniors coming to gym but always calling too late, blowing bubbles out the window (will put pictures up when i feel like it), wanting to kill myself because there’s roughly two and a half weeks left to OM Nationals, also rejoicing over the fact I’ll only have to tape up my knee till blood circulation dies and muscles waste, and waxing themtrain for three weeks more and I can stop doing responsibility over need, grah!, OM OM OM I LOVE OM, KAIYUN TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF, Tofu-like paint, Mucus-like paint, mould-grown paint, Viscous liquid(y) paint, Drama, More Training, Glitter rained down on me today, Glue, paint stained legs, OMG to adhesive-from-sports-tape-still on leg, OMGash to waxes strips of leg, Hurrah for OM skits and seeing all the people I remember from OM IOWA again (which is weird but yahhhhhh, because IOWA is like a happy word), Jobjobjobjob, Nice Brothers, Nice Parents, niceAmazing God!, MY BACKSOMMER IS NOT STRAIGHT TOOO PANIC PANIC PANIC, knee is getting weak = pain PANICPANICPANICEVENMORE, I’m a Good Girl, I’ve toned down so much, I love OM because it changed me so much I’m not naughty anymore, or no time to be naughty at least, I love english and I’m mutilating it now, I usually don’t do much justice to this beautiful language anyways, I like lighters, I miss someone, I DONT CRY I DONT KNOW WHY, WAIT I DO CRY BUT I DONT CRY UNDER PRESSURE I JSUT START TALKING TO MYSELF GAHAHAHHAAHAHAHA, I TALK TO STRANGERS:RANDOM FACT, HAHAHAHA I NEED TO STOP LOOKING SO LOST, OKAY STOP TALKING TO STRANGERS, OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG to chinese essays, live through, and squeals(little kids, how can you just not adore them)

I Miss OM already, how is this possible. (Yes I think I’m addicted to the fumes of Paint and the OM fever and trying to look out for Kaiyun, like how she looked out for me when I was injured/after op) Like Wow, Miss Teo has Friendster.

I’m sorry for the Word Vomit, needed to get all these I-HAVE-TO-TELL-YOU-OR-I-MIGHT-JUST-EXPLODE things out.

I haven’t talked to my two Best Friends because they’re always busy and I’m starting to feel resentful, you guys better talk to me soon and stop being so busy because I miss youuu!

Words.
Slurred, and hurried.